sleepy

i'm getting sleepy and seeing as though it's 10 minutes till 1 in the morning i guess that's okay... right?
i once again came into my craft room, put on my laptop and started reading e-mails. i read one from a friend (sandy) about a card swap i'm in and she wrote "yeah, yeah" to my message about me getting them done tomorrow (which was actually yesterday (monday). well i stopped reading my e-mails and slid my laptop out of the way and got my cards finished.
i don't know why i can't just get some of this stuff done... i don't know why i find the need to buy all this paper crafting stuff and get all these great ideas for gifts and stuff and then don't do them... just keep collecting all this stuff and spending more and more money.
it's not like i'm lousy at making the scrapbook pages, cards and such... i'm really pretty good... it's just that i really have to be in the mood and lately... i'm not... i have tried everything from organizing my "stuff " to making lists of what i want to make... no help... i end up getting on this laptop and reading my e-mails and then off to veg in front of the tv or something. i'm falling into some serious laziness and don't like it... but this too shall pass... i hope...
my garden does look nice though... just need to mulch it and it's finally finished... then it's four more to go... yes i said four more... gardens... one long narrow one in the front... piece of cake to clean up and then two good sized ones on either side of the back patio and one off by the side fence... and i'm sure my poor little lemon tree could use some tlc seeing as it hasn't given me a piece of fruit yet and it's been in the ground for 8 years... lol... frost keeps getting it and then i just plain forget to feed it and down here in florida you have to feed just about everything since we are all sand and the nutrients just wash away... hmmm maybe tomorrow evening i'll go take a look at her and clean her up then feed her... who knows maybe this will be the year for some of those amazing myer lemons...
well that's all i got... lack of enthusiasm for crafting, lack of enthusiasm for gardening and well just the lack of... for anything... there is always tomorrow...